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Monday, April 10th, 2006
12:56 pm	Haha...soo yea Jeremy Pills: Will cause you to scream at nothing and run around like a lunatic 'What effect do you have on people?' at QuizGalaxy.com (Comment on this)
Friday, November 11th, 2005
11:11 am	Damn you Summer! 10 years ago: - I was a mere 9 year old - I had only played the piano for 2 years - I had Mrs. Smith, Mrs. Menhennett and Mrs. McDaniel as teachers - I hated living with my brother because I thought he got all of the attention - I was still chubbbbby - I still wanted to be a figure skater (hell I still do) - I went to my brother's baseball games and read atlases and worked crossword puzzles 5 years ago: - I was a little fishie at MPHS - I was still coming off of a high from going to Italy over the summer. - I was so ready to leave Mount Pleasant - I vowed that I would graduate valedictorian - I was still "straight" - I swore I would go to Vanderbilt because I thought the campus was pretty - I had my first kiss in the band hall of my high school....with a girl...EWW 1 year ago: - I was living with Peyton in the But - I rarely got hungover when I drank - I got addicted to livejournal - I was planning to major in Sociology and Italian - I spent a hundred dollars on my kick ASS pirate costume (that I did get to wear again this year) - I didn't smoke - I thought the Pub was the most amazing place in the world - I met Matt Yesterday: - I was incredibly hungover and skipped class - Had an AMAZING sushi lunch at a place that reminded me of Sake Cafe - I wore my shirt with the firebird on it (even though I thought it was just a funny looking eagle when I first bought it) - Planned out what cookies I would be baking tonight for my cookie-baking/Mario Party party - I smoked way too much...sorta like everyday 5 snacks I enjoy: - Hummus - Jelly Beans (non-laxative style, please) - Chips and my salsa ranch dip - Pickles and Black Olives - SUSHI...not really a snack but I had to throw that one in there 5 songs I know all the words to: - "Iris" - The Goo Goo Dolls - "Defying Gravity" - Wicked - "My Way" - Usher - "The Boy is Mine" - Brandy and Monica - "Let's Hear It For the Boy" - FOOTLOOSE!!!! 5 things I would do with 100 dollars: - Take some friends out for a very NICE dinner...say sushi? - VINO, or put it aside for some Dom Perignon - Buy a pretty new shirt or some pants - Put it aside for some non-scratchy sheets - 3 places I would run away to: - Verona, Italy - Sydney - Surprisingly, Houston (after I leave) 1 thing I would never wear: - 5 favorite shows: - American Idol - Survivor - Family Guy - Grey's Anatomy - Will and Grace 5 bad habits: - Biting my nails - Smacking bubble gum - SMOKING - Not spending time alone...always wanting to be around others - Perfectionism 5 biggest joys: - Sushi - Drinking and smoking with my friends - Remembering what happened on the night after doing the previous - Playing the piano - Being happy with who I am and everything that I have done and don't do 3 fictional characters I would date: - Will from Will and Grace - Bryan from Family Guy (provided he wasn't a dog or a cartoon) - Paul from Rules of Attraction (Ian Somerhalder...drool) 5 people I tag to do the survey are: - Doesn't matter - because no one - who reads this - will care to - respond to my tag (Comment on this)
Monday, November 7th, 2005
5:33 pm	I'm a little pretentious bitch... ...but you can call me princess. So yea, some random guy told me that the other day. But so what? So I come off like that to some people. Whatev...I'm happy with who I am and what I do. I'm proud of what I have and what I work to attain (and yes I do work for what I want, thank you. Daddy does not cover all that thank you). And I'm happy with the friendships that I have and very content with the friendships that I don't (or don't care to have/maintain). The people I care about know it and I know that they care about me. And I love that. So if I come off as haughty/pretentious/arrogant/any other adjective you think aptly describes me then hey, oh well. I am happy and I'm not about to change that. Current Mood: annoyed (Comment on this)
Monday, October 24th, 2005
11:50 am	Um...about my friends... I just met the guy that's actually paying for all the time at the Hilton...he's 35ish. I think my fun on Friday and last night (way too much Dom Perignon and liquor) is sponsored by a sugar daddy. How the FUCK do I get myself in a sugar daddy ring? As I left after meeting the guy (most awkward situation ever) he said "It's been a pleasure. I'm sure I'll see you realll soon" Fuck no. But the weekend was still fun. But sugar daddies? I feel like a prostitute and I haven't done a damn thing Ugh. EDIT: I mean the friends are fun and it's only one of them that I know of that does it. And the nights WERE insane. I just have to watch out...there will be NO sugar daddy chasing my ass...:-p (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
5:11 pm	So who's VIP? I am bitches! I know I don't post much (or any at all unless it's a stupid quiz or something much less relevant) but after my weekend I figured it was a MUST. So here in Houston I've made some friends...some very rich friends. Like AMEX black rich. Friday I had the pleasure of spending my afternoon/evening/night with these guys in the Hilton Americas here in the city...that's one of the nicest hotels. Because, see, these guys like to alternate every week at different hotels with one of them paying for everything...from the room to the drinks to the 1000 dollar dinners to whatever. It's ridiculous. After 4PM martinis (ending with me dragging one of them away because security was coming because he was belligerent shouting at the others guys after they misplaced his credit card "Find my fucking card it has a 300,000 dollar credit limit") and a 150 dollar tip to the waiter, we hung out in the room watching tv for a while. We had dinner reservations at 9 but when we were hungry at 7:30 we opted for a bufffet in a different part of the hotel...not sure that cost. Then, after an Ambien, we headed to our 9PM VIP dinner. And I don't joke about it...they convined the manager of the restaurant to not only squeeze us in because there were no openings left, but to let us eat in their wine cellar area...a glass box that all of the restauranteurs can see; it was complete with security guard standing out front. After more martinis, Dom Perignon and Veuve Clicquot champagnes, and a phenomenal dinner (no telling how much all of this cost, btw), we headed back to the room for more fun. We would have opted also for a spa package but unfortunately it was too late and everything was full. In the end a guy who I met that day has 400 dollars or so of drinks and food and whatever else on his bill from my contributions to the bill that day. And he didn't care. It was just a normal night for them. Around 3 I got my car from the valet and headed back to my house...RIDICULOUS! (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 6th, 2005
4:17 pm	Well...if I MUST 1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. 5. I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you. 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 3rd, 2005
12:03 pm	HAHAHA, hell yea! Your Daddy Is Johnny Depp What You Call Him: Pa Why You Love Him: He's the Mack Daddy Who's Your Daddy? (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 29th, 2005
12:31 am	Hrmm... So this random guy just called me. He said he was looking up profiles on facebook and saw mine and wanted to know if I was gay. Everyone knows that I don't care but this was just weird so I asked who it was. He said it was just a guy from Tulane. Hrmm...so I told him that it was no one's business if I didn't know who it was. He said his name was Mike "if [I] must know" and all I could think was bitch don't you get an attitude with me. So I told him that I was in a relationship and then he hung up. FREAKS! So now my phone number is only visible to my friends instead of the whole school. That's better. Current Mood: annoyed (Comment on this)
Monday, June 27th, 2005
12:40 am	Something I REALLY need to say To all my friends: I understand if you aren't happy with a certain someone in my life. I appreciate your concern for me and your protectedness. But I will NOT tolerate your ignorance and immaturity. These are my feelings, not yours. This is my man, not yours. This is my life, not yours. Again, i honestly appreciate the fact that you guys care about me so much. But there is a certain level of practicality that really SHOULD be associated with this. I love him. And I don't care if you dislike him. Whatever you think or feel isn't going to change the way I feel about him. There is, however, a certaing level of decency that I expect from you guys. Being a bitch to him doesn't cut it. Flipping him off across the room doesn't cut it. Have your own opinions about our situation but leave him out of it because this is OUR business...not yours. I love you guys, I do and I don't mean to piss you guys off or upset you. I just want you to let me enjoy myself without getting upset about how you guys react to our situation. I love him. Current Mood: annoyed (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 26th, 2005
12:51 pm	I was a good Catholic boy this morning... Minus the Catholic part. I got up early this morning, hungover. Very hungover, actually...and I wasn't even that drunk last night. Gah, whatever. I got myself all pretty and headed downtown to meet Matt for mass then brunch. It was very nice and relaxing...I really enjoyed it. I really enjoy doing things like that with Matt. It's nothing spectacular but it's time that we can enjoy being with each other. On another note, alcohol is going to be taking more of a backseat in my college life. I know...it's almost taboo. But honestly, drinking heavily...or the thought thereof...just makes me sick. I'm going to be more RESPONSIBLE (shocking) and start drinking less. I mean I'm not swearing it off but I'm going to start driving downtown more often so I have to be responsible for myself. Besides, I don't wanna develop a beer gut or anything...totally uncool. I don't know I'm just content right now. I have what I want with everything...great guy (even though technically we're not together...I know I know), great friends, and just a grat outlook on things right now. I'm so glad that I decided to stay here for the summer because I honestly don't think I could have survived in MP for 3 months. To all my friends there I feel for you. But I have another day off...two in a row after 2 straight weeks (haha, I said straight) of working sans a day off. I don't really know what to do with myself. Oh well Current Mood: content (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 25th, 2005
11:33 am	Oh what a beautiful morning... Oh how nice it is to not have to work. I'm not scheduled at the gym or Steve Madden again until Monday and oh how nice it is. I haven't had a day off since the Sunday before last and I really feel like I need to have a day or to to just relax. I slept until 11:15 today and I finally feel rested. This past week has definitely been an emotional roller coaster...it's been one of the best and worst weeks in a VERY long time. But I'm happy now and everything's great. And with this whole day to do whatever, I think I'll do something constructive...like watch TV and play video games. Oh what a hard life... :-p Current Mood: relaxed Current Music: Frou Frou - "Let Go" (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005
10:38 am	:-d Everything's amazing right now. I was with Matt last night...spent the night. I love him and he loves me. And our relationship is our business. We know what we are and how we want to be. And that's all that matters. These last few days of hell have made us so much closer and helped us to realize how much we want to be with each other. And all I can do now is smile. Will you share your life with me for the next ten minutes For the next ten minutes We can handle that. We could watch the waves We could watch the sky Or just sit and wait As the time ticks by And if we make it til then Can I ask you again For another ten... And if you in turn agree to the next ten minutes And the next ten minutes Til the morning comes Then just holding you Might compel me to ask you for more. There are so many lives I want share with you... Current Mood: beaming Current Music: The Last Five Years - "The Next Ten Minutes" (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 21st, 2005
12:19 pm	All I want is for him to want me like he did before. If we get back together in the future...that doesn't matter. I just want him to want me like he did before Current Mood: sad (2 Comments |Comment on this)
2:19 am	So here I am...this time last night I was somewhere I shouldn't have been. In 24 hours things have changed drastically and it saddens me. But I know that our situation is at the best place it can be for now. We talked for a long time today and rationalized things. We are dealing with it and it's going to be okay and I know it. I pray that the damage that I did is something we can get over. And I truly believe that it is. Does it bother me? Absolutely. Can I accept what I did? Again, absolutely. Will we make it through this? For a third time, absolutely. Whether we're just friends or more I don't care. I want him in anyway that I can have him. And I will. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Mandy Moore - "I Wanna Be With You" (Comment on this)
Monday, June 20th, 2005
7:12 pm	So I'm a fuck up Yea, I am. And I know it's been forever since I've posted but I just haven't felt like I needed to get anything off my chest. I fucked things up. Matt and I broke up last Tuesday and it was good. We were just at the point in our relationship at which we needed to take our time. He needs to focus on work. I need to focus on growing up and enjoying myself. And we were great as close friends. There was that chance of a future. And that comforted me. And even if it didn't happen it would be great because I'd still have him in my life as a great friend. But last night messed that one up. I went home with AJ. We made out and that was it. But it was AJ...Matt's "friend". And it hurt Matt so much and that tears me up. I hurt him. The last thing in the world that I wanted to do was hurt him. AJ is one of those guys that strives to get what he can't have...he takes whatever opportunity he has. And his opportunity was last night. I was blackout drunk. I went home with him. I even fucking made out with him in Napoleon's...Matt wasn't there. He was home. But I feel like an idiot. A complete and total fuck-up. I love Matt so much and I hurt him and i can't get over it. We spent almost 2 hours together in the park talking about it. And I was crying. And I haven't cried in years and years. And I broke down under the tree where we were sitting. We definitely have pieces to pick up and try to put back together. And I know that we will. Time will heal all wounds and that's great. Matt will be my friend. But he was telling me that he thought that in a year or so...whenever he felt he could have a relationship...if I was still around we would have a chance. Now he doesn't know about that and it's my fault. I fucked up royally. Ha, how eloquent. I just wish there were a way to turn back time (cue Cher) so that I could fix what I messed up. But I can't and things happen. I made a huge mistake and I hope that I don't regret this forever. Because I just might. This will teach me a lesson and this will hopefully help Matt and me to make our bond stronger in whatever way we continue our relationship...as friends or more. I love him. I'm appalled by what I did. I'm so sorry... Current Mood: crushed Current Music: Colin Hay - I Don't Think I'll Ever Get Over You (Comment on this)
Friday, April 22nd, 2005
8:28 pm	Gah, I'm bored Jeremy Paul Setty's Aliases Your movie star name: Popcorn Robert Your fashion designer name is Jeremy Rome Your socialite name is Germy New Orleans Your fly girl / guy name is J Set Your detective name is Penguin Mt. Pleasant Your barfly name is Cookies Cosmo Your soap opera name is Paul Kent Your rock star name is Starburst Tiger Your star wars name is Jerzek Setmat Your punk rock band name is The Cheerful Dildo The Amazing Meganame Generator (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 16th, 2005
12:29 am	hehe You Are Cinderella You're most like Cinderella! You're the poor girl that everybody loves, and you know it. You want yourself a weathly prince, and that's what you're going to get... You don't even need to speak to turn a man on. You definatly like your men to chase after you, but in bed? You don't mind playing it both ways. Which Naughty Disney Character Are You? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 19th, 2005
10:21 am	Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... Category Your Score Average Self-Lovin' 50% Explored the pleasures of the flesh 65.1% Shamelessness 69% It takes a couple of drinks 79.3% Sex Drive 76.3% The Pope is envious 77.6% Straightness 85.7% Just go fuck something, okay? 44.5% Gayness 7.1% Makes Dr. Frank-n-Furter look tame 83.8% Fucking Sick 91.2% Refreshingly normal 90% You are 62.92% pure Average Score: 72.6% Take The Ultimate Purity Test and see how you match up! (Comment on this)
Friday, January 14th, 2005
1:51 pm	It's FRIDAY!!!! So finally it's Friday. Three-day weekend ahead. I'm finally over my cold. This weekend is going to be FUN! And NO that doesn't necessarily mean lots of drunkenness because I don't think I'll drink too much because my throat needs to completely heal (still sorta irritated). But now I can have fun and feel good. This week has been sorta blah because I've been eating just soup and going to bed at like 10. Classes are GREAT! I love all of them. My teachers are all kickass this semester and I actually like what I'm in. Not that I didn't like what I was in last semester...I just had one douche of a teacher. Bad news---Chris (from Seattle) calls me Monday to say he's accepted into Loyola. He flies down Tuesday and I pick him up from the airport. Wednesday and Thursday he goes to classes. Then he finds out that his bank denied his student loan and now he has to go back to Seattle. It's so awful and I'm pissed but he still is thinking he'll come in the fall, partially (if not completely) on scholarship. So that'll be fun when he gets here. But oh does it suck that this happened to him. I want my Chris So Matt needs to hurry up...I'm waiting on him to take a shower and head on over here because we're going to go get some bubble tea because, well, bubble tea is really good. Nonetheless I'm just rambling. Ciao-- Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: "If You Could Only See" - Tonic (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 13th, 2005
10:07 am	I'm still sick Bleh, why won't this cold go away. Allllll that I want is to be able to swallow again normally....as in WITHOUT PAIN. It's getting better slowly, that is true, but still. It suckssssssssssss. Owwwwwwwie Current Mood: annoyed (Comment on this)